life changing event

lhaving my sister change my life we used to be figthing all the time for no reason i just i had a anger that made me not talk to her it was horrible when something wrong happend she used to blame it on me when her boyfriend had come and visit her i could not talk to him because she would tell my dad some bs about me so i just awalked away.i always tougth that she was okey but in real life she wasent she had days without eating she did not scream at me or annoyed me for 2 weeks i was strange.



one day in november 29 2009 she was not feeling well she told me to give her some pills i hand them in her hands and she told me that she had a big problem and so i ask her what was it she told me that she was not sure that she was going through a tuff time and that she could not explain it so i told her to belived and me and she said give me time please and i said yeah days passed and my mom told me that why was my sister doing in her room all the time i told her oh she is watching tv or shes taiking a shower she attually belived me so when i looked at what my sister had done those past days she was always sleeping she ate to much and she always send to the store to buy her things that she wanted but since that day i knew what was happening.



my sister was pregnat she had only one month i told her what is going on why have ou not tell my mom that you are pregnat she quikly responded what are you talking baout and i said you are dont lie to me she started crying and told me that she was going to find the rigth time to talk to my dad well yeah my dad he looks really angry when you first meet him but when he getz mad he lookz really mad like if he wanted to kill everyone,well i told her that if her boyfirnd knew about what was happening and she said yes so i ask her why have you ot tell my parents that you are when yu can count with yor man she said is because im scared i was mad and happy to because i was going to be a aunt and i told how come you were not scared when you did it and she stood quiet the days passed and so on i talked to her boyriend hes a cool guy he has his own house and about 3 truks he always hang around with ma dad they were like brothers.



one day himand my sister took me to the store it was wierd because they never invited me in my headi knew that something was going one in the way they ask me if i had good communication with my parents and i told yeah kinda why and he told me man folkz do me a favor i said yeah what is it he said help us tell your parents and i said iigth. when we got homewe sat there in the living room my parents were there i was so nervous about my dad cuz hes scary so i only said umm rosio and faiso need to talk to you and im going to start umm your daugther is pregant my parents stood quiet for about 2 min it was horrible my mom started crying it was a whole mess so i stood up and walked away anyways i had nothing to do in there so i went outside to take some air.



i was so happy that i was going ot be a aunt it was so exited she was going to get married in december 23 she told me that she was happy to be a mother and that she was thankful that i coudl handle being a real sister form that day she moved house know she lives with her boyfriend and is nice when she invite me go shooping to buy things for her baby is going to be a boy and know shes 5 months or 4 in a half is just crazy because she said that she was not going to have a baby untill she was 24 but know shes 20 and i think that shes going to be a great mother.



we really miss her becaue she dosent come to visit my mom that often she was always in the but i understand that she had to fly and that she fly real high because know we are always together and the past of figthing all the time is over.